WELL????

I know what you're thinking.

It's been what's on your mind this whole last week.

Yes you, absent and indeed non-existant reader are desperatly wondering: "How did the date go?!"

And the answer is "It went"




Yes, it was neither positive or negative. A rather odd occurence, actually. Usually I'm head-over-heels about the actual idea, or dreading having to see this person again. (I don't know why but the shittiest of shitty dates I always felt a need to see the person again, or at least make it sound like I wanted to. Thankfully in all these cases the girl found a way to get out of it, and so that solved my problem too).
But this time, it wadn't no big thang. A couple a brews, some dinner, I paid, we laughed, had a good time and then we went home. I wasn't bored, I wasn't hoping to get out, I DO want to see her again, I DID laugh, she IS cute, but I also no great nothing after I left.
Dunno.
So I'm playing it the way I should have played all these others things I got myself into which is thus: I can hang out with her and we'll see what happens. If we feel like hanging out, we will. If not, we won't. And that goes for all else. I was thinking about kissing her last night, and I didn't. Which is damn good. This seems like a fucking no brainer, but I should wait on kissing her until I want to. Yeah, pretty damn basic but somehow that hasn't been my M.O. in the past.
Following this model, there's no chance of dissapointment or misunderstanding.

So, we'll see how this shit plays.

Snoogins,
Le Weaze