No one reads this damn thing

But regardless I did promise her I wouldn't say a thing. So I have to be very careful, even tho I really don't.

But the point is, I was right.

And I hate the fact that I was right. Cause that means a lot of things are true that I hoped were not. Chief among them is she isn't quite who I thought she was, which in a way is good if I'm less close to her. It's easier not to be with her if she isn't who I thought she was.

The other thing is she lied directly to me. DIRECTLY. The first time I told her to lie to me. Because I didn't want it to be true. Every time after that however.... every time after that hurts.