Been talking to Karen a lot lately.

I don't know why I'm using fake names here. Incedentally, my name is Rob, although it actually isn't.

I miss her.
Ah, fuck it. Her name is Tanya. But my name is still Rob (although it actually isn't). Or just call me Weasel.

I been thinking a lot about her lately. I'm depressed and she always comforted me when I was, so that's no great surprise. Been thinking naughty things about her too. very naughty indeed. Well, THAT always comforted me too. AND HOW. It's actually quite a deadly cycle. It's nearly fucking impossible to stay away from that woman in those times. I've never felt anything else in my life as inticing.

So I'm seeing someone else (the aforementioned Laura, whose real name is Amanda). She's cool I guess.... she's funny, I enjoy spending time with her....but....... I dunno... is something missing? Or am I just unable to really feel right now?